finally ! sorted out everything le (:

HELLO EVERYONE !
Sorry for not updating for the past few days ,
cos I don't have anything to update :x
And I'm still worrying about things with him for the past few days .

Finally sorted out things with him already (:
Just yesterday's morning ,
actually some tragic things happened at first la .
But after that everything went smoothly already ,
and of cos that's great for me :D
Finally there came an answer from him ,
bla bla bla & yes I asked him alot of things la .
Then we made some lil promises and so on ,
I know that it's very very childish , right ?

Seriously I don't have anything to update !
On Friday , have CO again .
Then this time it's combined lessons in hall ,
and it's on stage (:
Now I enjoy going to CO alot ,
and I want to learn all the other songs please ! :x
I had learnt the part of the new song that our teacher teached on Friday ,
then I played for Jiaxin she said that I'm a fast learner ! Haha .
Then when both me & Jiaxin was playing together ,
Meizhu & Huimin ( Our Seniors ) turned back & look at us . Damn lol can ?
Then that stupid Ansley keep tuning my erhu , keep turning the thing ,
then I kept on scolding him then he say I maligned him .
Cos he didn't turn it at all . Haha .
Then alot of cca was held in hall la ,
have Malay Dance , Chinese Dance , our CO & laogong's badminton xD
Well , I didn't stare at him or what on that day ,
don't wanna mention why , haha for me it's already million of years ago :x
I don't wanna keep those stupid & hurtful memories in my mind la .
Anyway yesterday's the first time I shed so much tears for him ,
until my eyes are so so so swollen ! LOL .
But if my tears can change back what we were in the past , it's totally worth it !

And YES i'm still banned from sms-ing leh :Can't sms with everyone , and most important is can't sms with laogong !
Daddy told me that he's gonna sign up for the student plan of M1 for me ,
probably next week or so .
And and and ,
I'M CRAVING FOR A ORANGE SLING BAG ! YES YES YES !
Sorry I'm going mad la , I really want an orange sling bag !
ORANGE TOTALLY ROCK MY WORLD ! YEAH ! :x
Alright gonna stop here , in case I'm going crazy again .
This weekend seemed to pass so fast , haha .


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Penknife ; My beloved




Dang ai ju li la jing ; wo mei you ba wo .

SCREAM & SHOUT ! YAYYYYYYYS ! :x

BOO EVERYONE ! (:
Here to blog again .

Today's a super super super special day (:
the date's 27o7o6 * !
It's our 2nd month anniversary !
Although we didn't celebrate today ,
but it's still a very memorable day for me :D

Hmm , woke up late today .
I woke up at around 6.35am after receiving Jiaxin's sms !
Then I rushed into the washroom & bath and all that ,
after I had prepared all ready already ,
it's about 6.50 am :I thought that we'll be definitely late for school today ,
as it was already very late that time .
But to our surprise ,
we're still in time for morning assembly .
And we were shocked to see that 1C's row is NOT fully occupied at all ,
instead , only less than half of the class had sat down .
Today's lessons were all doing fine ,
recess's super boring for me !
After school , waited in class for Ms Lee .
As she told us to attend her make-up lesson for half an hour today .
All of us waited & waited till 1.40pm ,
and we were all getting damn fed up as the time is getting later & later .
After awhile , Ms Lee came into our class ,
and told us that the class will be postponed .
But she didn't inform us whether when is the postponed class ,
after that headed to canteen to look for laogong .
Had lunch & all these , till 2+ .
Went to the staircase outside CO room to vandalise the floor again !
The previous vandalism done by me was being cancelled away ,
don't know by whom . But some " KPO " people !
So I vandalised another one instead :D
Then chatted & crapped for about half an hour ,
headed off for CO lessons .

I was not feeling well that time ,
kept on having stomache & feel like vomiting .
Don't know why uh :Then I kept on going to the washroom ,
then during our break ,
went to canteen to buy some biscuits to eat .
Then I called laogong , he told me that he's in the library ,
so I asked him to come & look for me for awhile .
Accompanied him for about 3 minutes :x Then I headed back for CO .
Halfway through our CO lesson , I had stomache again ,
don't know what on earth is happening alright !
Then laogong waited for me , then we went back .
Saw Ginny orange laopo on the bus (: With one shuai ge .
Don't know who is it uh ! Haha .
Took the same bus with Limei sotong & theresa chiobu :D

Anyway , I gave laogong a bottle of paperstars that I had folded .
And a letter full of pink colour mushy words ! :x
As promised , photos will be uploaded .
Slept at 2+ am yesterday just to finish all these , haha .


The bottle of paperstars (:


The letter's inside ! xD


The letter & the paperstars [:


And and and , TADA ! :x


Working in progress .. The mess I've made !


Song playing for the whole night ; In love with you (:


Laogong said that he's touched by my words !
Haha , and he kept on saying that I'm so so so sweet .
I miss him super loads can ?
Wanna spend more time with him tomorrow ! xD


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STSP xD: Haha no la ! Because if I reply in tboard it'll be very confusing !
; R U I F E N (: Thanks Jie , anyway POOH ROCKS MORE THAN MICKEY ! :x
MELVYN`z: No you stop typing la , I said that Mickey's NOT CUTE while Pooh's super cute alright . Go & rot with your stupid mickey language :x anyway thanks thanks ! :D
vivianNUER: Yup :]
;BLACK&WHITE ((: Thanks sweetie ; I love you too ! :D

2 months , and and and YAY-NESS ! (:

Hello everyone (:
Sorry for being so depressed yesterday ,
and as a result , I didn't reply all your tags !
So I'll reply all today :D

Me & him sort of quarrelled yesterday ,
I don't even know what's the reason ,
as I had already forgotten every word that I had said to him .
Was like quarrelled all of a sudden ,
then both of us were like showing attitude to each other and so on .
And we even mentioned about breaking up again ,
but after hours and HOURS of quarrelling ,
everything went alright suddenly .
He just treated me like how he treated me before ,
and it's like those sweet talks are just back again (:
So everything went on smoothly and so on ,
even though I'm not really in a good mood to sweet talk with him .
But I still act as if I'm a lil bit happy ,
in fact I'm already quite satisfied after reading all those messages he sent me (:
And today , nothing happened to us ,
we treated each other like how we treated each other before .
Erm , sorry -.- I don't even know what on earth am I typing .
Well , never mind T.T

Just that both of us kept a distance from each other today ,
I dare not ask him to get closer to me .
He might think that I'm rather pretending that nothing had happened ,
or whatever he will be thinking .
Spent 15 mins of my recess with him ,
I wanted to have a good talk with him at first but I just went speechless -.-
Lessons were as boring as usual ,
was glad that Math's re-test was quite easy for me :D
And I seriously hope that I can pass !
As Mrs Ng was absent , Mr Leong came to our class instead .
I was day-dreaming for the whole of Chinese , Literature & F and N lessons ,
I just lied down on the table during Chinese lesson ,
and during Literature , scoldings & scoldings again .
I dare not lie down on the table of cos ,
I WILL get scolding from Ms Lee alright .
F and N lessons too , I don't dare to day dream during Mdm Siti's lesson ,
but for the second period I was playing with my stationary and talking away .

After school , had some sort of " assembly " for sec ones .
Have to do FLIT 2 project again ,
so so so boring , I had forgotten who's in my group already !
Then laogong told me that that ass is grouping with him ,
I was like HUH ! So unlucky & wtf can ? I'm jealous ): !
After assembly , wanted to go back home at first .
But end up Jiaxin told me that she wanna go to canteen for awhile ,
so we headed back to canteen , and she told me that she wanna have lunch .
So sat down with laogong they all and ate together ,
well all of them are eating excluding me .
And laogong so called of saying me la ,
he said that I always skipped my meals & didn't eat .
I was like giving him that " bleah " expression :x
Haha , then I took a sip of his drink ,
and I was like so shocked that this is the very first time i shared drink with someone else !
After Jiaxin had finished her food ,
we went off (:

Went to Lot 1 to top up my Ez-link card ,
then we headed to Mac to buy Ice-cream !
Again , I ate Mcflurry ! <3
I so love it can ? So so so so delicious with all those crushed oreos ! xD
After buying our ice-cream ,
headed to " pasa - malam " and bought some food to eat .
I bought a sausage & a tofu (: And that's just my lunch !
I'm always skipping lunch by taking a nap in the afternoon ,
and when I had woke up from my nap .
It's already around evening or something ?
So I might as well have my dinner instead , haha .
Chatted with laogong for awhile ,
and I finally asked him the questions I wanted to ask this morning .
Although I did not ask him all of the questions ,
but most of the questions were asked .
And his answers touched me so much , he told me that he didn't blame me at all .
I was like feeling very very guilty can ?
I kept on asking him why doesn't he blame me ! It's all my fault .
Well , never mind (: I decided to start afresh with him ,
and let everything changed back to what was like in the past again !

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow !
Well well well ,
7 more hours till I can see him :D
And tomorrow's 27th July 2006 !
Guess what ? It's our 2nd month anniversary :]
Well well well ,
I had already prepared my " pressie " to give him .
Took photos of it , will upload it tomorrow !
I so love , my cute cute Jeramy Chua ! <3

Erm , well , zilian photos that I had took few days ago . Edited (:






Anyway , new photo gallery ! The URL of it is :
http://www.imagestation.com/members/i.love.MICHELLE
visit it if you want (:
And YES I love myself alot , Michelle rock ! right ? :x


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joanne: Haha I'm only in love with all those lyrics (:
HuiZ: Thanks for your compliment .
ESTHER.lemontea ~: BOO ! Miss you super tons too , take care :D
; R U I F E N (: Thanks jie for tagging always [:
MELVYN`z: I love bigbully too ! ~ But I hate mickey ! =x
-CAROLLETTE-: Alright sure I will (:
SANDRA ;: Haha I see , yes indeed it loaded very slow ! I can't get in ): Anyway thanks for cheering me up yesterday ! Muacks <3
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may: Erm , thanks for your comments anyway .
ISABEL: Arigato baobei sweet ! xD
liings: Thanks , I will [:
Vivian: Thanks marmie , I will try to cheer up .
YANTING: Thanks qingaide ! <3
VIVIAN: HEY ! :DD
DOLCE: Dolce dearie being loved & missed by me too (:
YUINPING ; *: Thanks baobei sunshine ! I love you !
vivianNUER: Yup I know . Next time if this happens again , you see your above got file edit bla bla one right , you click on view . Then encoding click unicode can already [:
jiexin: You tell me for what ? T.T
passer-by: Oh I've no mood to reply. Sorry , yeah you add me ! xD
JINGYING}: Haha we talked about it already right ? (:
NOODLES: Thanks for tagging .
wanying: Alright sure , thanks (:
diying: haha your welcome !
paperstar-: Thanks for your compliment , and oh yeah maybe I will :]
SOBBINA(: Yup orange's one of my favourite colour ! :D
Yillis(x: I not chio at all luhs -.- You're really a chiobu la ! xD

Jeramy , why does everything turned out like that ? hais !

[ Sandra baobei just gave me this lyrics of the song , " I'm not missing you " . And I find that some parts are real meaningful I guess ? ]

Oh, Oh
I’m not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be, he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

It’s a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

No I can’t be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)

Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem

<--- End Of Lyrics --->


Indeed ,
NOTHING LAST FOREVER .
Shadows fading away ,
and the distance seemed to get further & further .
Crying in despair ,
nobody would ever understand .

MISERABLE LAH , CHUA SAI !

I'm feeling MISERABLE .

KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME !
BGR TOTALLY SUCK LIKE BLOODY HELL ,
NO ONE HAD EVER CARED ABOUT HOW I FELT !
WHY WHY WHY AND WHY !
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE ?

Status : Dying in progress !


NO MOOD TO REPLY TAGS LA ,
WILL BE REPLYING ANOTHER DAY .

FUCKING LIFE , SUCK LIKE SHIT !

I miss those days ; can i have it all back ? please ?

Hello guys (:
I doesn't have much things to blog today ,
just wanna reply tags .
As quite a number of people have tagged me , thanks :D

And as for spammers ,
I wanna say this for the very last time .
If you wanna spam people's blog ,
write down your name if you have the guts to .
Don't use anonymous, passer-by, unknown or whatever shit you have ,
as your nick (:
Just simply put down your name if you dare ,
if not , just don't think about spamming people's blog !
And , don't judge me !

Had Geography monthly test for today ,
the paper was quite easy I supposed ?
It's like beyong my expectation la ,
cos I thought that the paper will be real damn difficult !
And the total mark for the paper was only 15 (:
Today's school day was as normal ,
just that he kept on ignoring me for the whole day I think ?
Then I was like damn disappointing and so on ,
and bla bla bla ~ Forget it .
Tomorrow's another day , right ?
And I found out that I kept on telling him how i felt can ?
Bla bla bla ,
I really have nothing to write about already lah !
Okay okay , reply tags !

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`michaelaGIRLFRIEND: Haha , cos I'm getting bored of the previous one already.
Vivian: Hehe , thanks thanks xD
bc-didi: Oh okay thanks didi :D
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Stephanie: Your welcome ! Yeap my teacher really said that :D
SANDRA ;: BAOBEI ! Don't know why I wanna tag your blog but your blog load damn slow leh , so can't get in. Next time I try again okay ? [:
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-: Yup , I wear glasses (:
JeRamy boy boy: I will de , you also must guai guai ah ! Heh xD
ESTHER: Thanks thanks .
JANICE: Precious ! Anyway what's your blog URL again ? Sorry , forgotten :x
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Meihua: Haha , cos I nothing to do ma :x Last few days so busy ! Sure sure , jio me out when you free kay (:
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VIVIAN: Thanks thanks ! xD
XIIAOXJOYY: You mean filelodge ? It often have problems . Just bear with it for a moment & visit the website again later (:
SOBBINA[: Oh really ? Thanks loads girl !
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SHUXIANG ': MILKTEA ! :DD Thanks thanks .
STSP xD: I miss my marmie loads loads too (: Take care alright !
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BRENDAA: Your welcome !
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JINGYI: Eh yeah , Jeramy's stead . Haha thanks for linking yeah !
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RANDE: Haha yeah .
Yillis(X: Haha yeps , you're such a chiobu alright ! Take care :D
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LAlaLA: Yup I know I know , haha .
Jasmine ;: Thanks dakeai (:
MELVYN`z: Wow , cool down la bigbully ! LOL .
ALISON: Alright , you take care too :D


I miss those days in the past ,
& I really do .
If only I could have it all back ,
do miracle ever exists ? ):

I promise you that I'll never let you go again (:

HEY GUYS (:
I'm back to blog again !
And finally my happy mood is back again [:
SMUACKS ; I LOVE LOVE LOVE JERAMY LAOGONG :DD

Celebrated Racial Harmony Day in school yesterday ,
was getting bored with all those martial arts thing at first .
Then end up have the Teck Whye Superstar (:
Was kind of enjoying it la ,
cos I love music loads loads ! xD
Stephanie Baobei sang damn well can ,
even our IT teacher thought that she's an original singer .
Actually Sharon jie was singing quite well too ,
but her microphone spoiled halfway !
Alot of the contestants are getting damn fed up with those microphones ,
it spoiled all their moods .
Sharon jie seemed to be getting damn fed up with it ,
cos her expressions & attitude showed it all .
Same to the rest of the contestants .
STEPHANIE BAOBEI & SHARON JIE ` JIAYOU JIAYOU ! :D

Then after the performance ,
we went back to class & put our bags .
All of us threw our bags inside our classroom through the windows ,
cos our president & vice president is not there yet .
Everyone was complaning here & there .
Then Jiaxin & i went downstairs to buy drinks ,
then we went up to class again .
Then I went into laogong's class ,
and alot of people was like saying , I THOUGHT YOU TWO BREAK ALREADY .. ?
Then I was like getting damn fed up la ,
I scolded all of them , Jiaxin scolded them too .
Then after that was Chinese lesson ,
teacher asked us to edit the lyrics of a song .
Then was like kinda relaxing la ,
cos there's not a need to listen to her craps !
Then after editing the lyrics , everyone's praising me , thanks thanks :x
After Chinese was IT lesson ,
went to view alot of people's blog during that lesson (:
Then after that , school's over !
Was a very relaxing school day yesterday :]
Then after school was like preparing to go for CO again ,
but end up everyone said that it's cancelled .
Don't feel like going home , so stayed back at school (:
Took some pictures with Wendy Jie ,
but end up she only have 2 inside her comp . Weird =x





I SUCK IN THOSE PHOTOS , I SPOILED THE PHOTO ! WENDY JIE'S SO SO SO CHIO LA :DDD


{ Replies Of Tags ! }

DEENA: Okay (:
anonymous: Erm it depends on which photo it is . But I've used Ulead Photo Express , Instant Photo Effects 2 & Microsoft Powerpoint .
Amanda: Haha thanks thanks [:
Vivian: Marmie ! Haha thanks sia , you always tag for me (: How sweet of you . Smuacks !
JINGYING}: Nope nope , both also nice okay ? :D
' RUIIFENN: It's alright la jie (: Haha okay okay . I'll take your advice :x
vic: I accepted you .
JeRamy laogong: BAOBEI LAOGONG ! thanks for tagging ! xD I miss you so much can ? Muacks muacks :D I LOVE YOU !
...: Oh I will :D Thanks . Btw do you know him or whatever ?
SHUXIANG ': Thanks my precious milktea <3
vivianNUER: Haha okay okay (:
Sabrina: SWEETHEART !
roxanne: Okay I will :]
YUINPING ; *: SUNSHINE ! wo ye hao xiang ni (:
BRENDAA: I will take care ; you too ! xD
jermine: Love my darling the most !
Leibing (: Your welcome :]
PURPLEfreakk: Alright .
NANAwawa# (:: Haha okay then :D


I misses laogong loads loads ):
Can't sms with him , sighs .
I will cherish him more , and will love him more !
I finally realised how hurtful it is to survive without him ,
I LOVE JERAMY CHUA ! <3


Anyway new blogskin , comments comments ? :D

jia zhuang duo hao ]:

Hello guys (:
I'm here to blog again .
Well , again . I feel like blogging all of a sudden :D

Actually I've nothing much to blog ,
but at least I've got things to write in this entry :]
Thanks people who cared for me & cheered me up this few days !
Especially Wei Jie da hao ren ; xie xie ni !
And again for those other people who cared for me as well (:

Went to school as usual today ,
reached school at around 7am ?
Quite early , but it's good alright .
As usual , I walked past the canteen ,
cos I wanna go to the washroom .
And also for the sake of seeing him :]
I thought that things are going well ,
as I saw him turning back and looked at me once .
Then had morning assembly ,
everyone thought that it would be held at the parade square .
So everyone moved there ,
and I saw him again .
I was like doesn't dare to look at him ,
cos something happened to us last night .
But who knows that he treated me as an invisible person -.-
He pretended he didn't see me at all even though I'm just in front of him !
Then I knew that something's definitely not right ,
well , I'm not in a good mood though .
End up teachers asked all of us to move to the hall for assembly ,
and I saw him again . Walking passed me ,
and he was like treating me like a stranger .
So I just walked into the hall & pretended that nothing had happened at all ,
when I went into the hall , was damn restless .
So I decided to sit down asap .
Then I moved to my class's seats and just sat down ,
then he was like standing beside me at first .
But after seeing me ,
he just walked to the back immediately .
Then Chu Yi & Jiaxin was like kept asking me what happened between us .
And of cos I don't know what is he up to ! So I just said don't know .
I started to get damn angry & sad from that moment onwards ,
I don't even bother to turn back & take a glance at him .
Then just listened to those craps as usual ,
then went back to class . And yeah he walked passed me again ,
again he ignored me like what he did before .
So I just walked into the class , was really very very moodless !

Had Geography lessons at first ,
Miss Teo bought us to walk around the school .
Then his class was having F&N in the F&N room ,
then I saw him .
But I was like pretending that I didn't see him at all ,
then on our way back , I saw him again .
And I think that he didn't see me ,
or maybe he did ? But he pretended that he didn't ?
Went back to class , got changed & went down for PE lessons .
I kept on seeing him ,
and don't know why . Both of us just acted like strangers totally !
Ran 2.4km for PE lesson ,
was not in a good mood to run at all .
I'm stressed enough , so I just ran as fast as I could ,
and as much as I could .
I kept on thinking why is he ignoring me again & again ? ):
And yeah , I almost fainted halfway through my run .
Guess that I'm really too tired already .
After PE was recess ,
just went to the canteen & bought drinks .
Then I went back straight to class after that .
Then I sat outside our classroom ,
sitting there and blocking the way -.-
Because I have no mood at all ! I just feel like sitting down ,
and think of what I should do .
Then I was like getting fed up & more fed up ,
cos I'm really like an invisible person to him !
He didn't went for recess too ,
and I was like throwing my temper .
I threw my bottle of ice lemon tea in the air ,
and almost hit Alhadid's head ! :x
Then Jialing apple juice came to talk to me after that ,
then she took out the piece of paper that I wrote last time about me & him .
Then after I stared at the paper for about 10 seconds ,
I snatched the paper from her hand and tore it away !
Then she was like so shocked & asked me what am i doing ,
I just kept telling her to throw that piece of paper away .
Instead , she took the paper back and put the pieces together -.-
Then she was like yay-ing after she had succeeded . LOL .
Then she took the piece of paper & passed it to him ,
I stopped her from doing that but she insisted to give it to him .

Then after that I was like getting damn depressed ,
I sat outside his class .
But he really pretended that he didn't see me at all ,
then Jiaxin laopo was like kept on sighing ,
then she kept on talking to him .
Then I asked her , what am I going to do ?
Then she said she also don't know .
Then I broke down all of a sudden and cried after that ,
I just can't control my emotions that time .
Then Jiaxin told him that I was crying ,
but he doesn't even seemed to care ?
I'm thinking too much ,
thinking that he would walked out & talk to me and so on .
Instead , he didn't .
So I just walked back to class after that ,
after I came out from my class .
I pretended that nothing had happened to me at all ,
and acting like a normal person .
Then had Chinese lessons after that , had test .
I was sobbing & sobbing throughout the test ,
nobody notices me . And of cos I'm glad to know that .
After finishing my test , I just lied on the table & close my eyes .
I kept telling myself that I cannot cry ,
I must think of a solution to solve the problem !
Then after Chinese , had two free periods for us to do our own work !
As our English & Chemistry teachers were absent . xD
After school , I walked damn slowly .
And of cos , I have purpose okay !
Then I saw him , okay that's my purpose la . To see him again :D
Then I was like thinking if he would talk to me or what ,
then he passed me a paper . And he walked away .
Then I opened up the piece of paper ,
and found out that it was the piece of paper that I had torn !
Then behind was another piece of paper that he wrote things on it .
I was damn touched alright , he sticked all the pieces of paper together ,
then I was like relieved , that he was not angry with me at all .
So went to put our bags outside CO room & went to canteen after that ,
then he asked me if I wanna eat , heh I was damn high that time .
Although he only talked to me ONCE today ,
but I'm already very glad to hear just one word from him [:

Went to CO after that ,
and my mood changed slightly .
It's not becoming more sad ,
instead I'm feeling better already (:
Saw him in the hall playing badminton ,
what I can do is just standing at a corner , and peeked at him .
Then after CO , I sms-ed him .
I told him to forget all those stupid things that we did ,
and start all over again . I asked him to forgive me .
And yeah he agreed (: Was damn happy that everything's over .
I LOVE HIM ! :D

Bloody hell ,
my father banned me from sms-ing from now onwards !
So he disabled the sms thing in my SIM card & I can't sms already ]:
But luckily I could call people & receive sms .
So people ! If you happened to sms me & I didn't reply ,
you should know what had happened alright .
Try to call me if you can , instead of sms-ing me (:


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I HATE EVERYTHING ! ): I MISSED THOSE DAYS , CAN I HAVE IT ALL BACK ?

Hi everyone (:
I'm here back to blog again .
Don't know why ,
I just feel like blogging all of a sudden .
Maybe my precious blog is the only one I can spit out all my feelings to ?
I don't know .

I wanna cut what had happened recently short ,
I really have no mood to write all those stupid things .
Went to Lot 1 to have lunch with Jiaxin & laogong on Monday ,
was shocked that I saw alot of people :D
I saw Ginny orange laopo at first , then I saw Sok Meng .
I saw Glenndon that idiot :x
I saw Yuin Ping baobei sunshine ! I saw Yanhan aiai , I saw esther babe (:
I saw Sabrina sweetheart , Winnie marshmallow . & loads loads more !
Took neoprints with Jiaxin , Ginny & Belinda .
Not really satisifed with it -.-
Because I looked damn retarded and stupid in it ,
but Jiaxin said that it's cute . Well , I don't know.
Went to yew tee's mac to have lunch with Jiaxin yesterday ,
didn't saw any of the people we knew .
Went to Lot 1 again to have lunch with Jiaxin ,
and yes . Again -.-
Took neoprints with her ,
there's new neoprint machine in pretty in pink (:
The buttons are all spoiled ,
getting damn fed up pressing the buttons .
That's why all the backgrounds appeared to be pink .
Had a long time decorating the neoprint ,
decorated for about 15 minutes ?
Yeah , as there were no time limit at all [:

I'm getting real tired of life now ,
I just wanna end my life quickly .
I tried to stay happy today ,
to prevent from letting anyone worrying about me .
And I did it (:
But who knows how am I feeling actually ?
I finally understand , how am I going to hide my feelings .
And I'm going to do it for the next few days ,
I don't want anyone to know how I felt .
Everything's terrible ! Yes INDEED very terrible ):
If only time could rewind ,
all these things would not had happened .
I really missed those days alot ,
can I have it all back ? ):
Beautiful memories kept on flowing through my mind ,
I can't seemed to face the reality now .
It's all my fault ,
for not cherishing you , and doesn't love you as much as you do .
All the problem lies with me ,
I'm sorry for everything that I did .
Do I have the chance to spend the rest of my life with you again ?
Feelings didn't fade at all ,
I still love you as much as I do all these whiles .
I just can't figure out what's wrong !
Everyone thought that I had think too much ,
but this is totally wrong !
I don't want everything to end just like this ,
the ending depends on you ,
you choose it .
I'm very very very very depressed now ,
just feel like jumping down & everything will end .
I suck , bloody me . Fuck !

I love Wei Jie da hao ren ,
I love Jermine darling ,
I love Grace apple pie ,
and other people who cared for me .
Don't worry about me alright .

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Sometimes I really do wonder ,
will all these not happen at all ,
if we're not together .
And did I chose the wrong decision last time ;
to hurt him so much .
I hate everything !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything just seemed to be so wrong, something's defintely NOT RIGHT.

I just don't feel like myself ,
I feel that I'm somebody else .
The old me is no longer existing anymore ,
what should I do ?
I need someone to guide me along ,
I need someone to save me out from all these torturings !
I'm sick & tired of all these things ,
I want everything to stop !
Enough of all these stupid things ,
I really had enough .
I want everything to change back to the past ,
if only time could rewind .
I don't want all these to happen at all !
I don't want you to suffer with me ,
I don't want you to lead an incomplete life because of me .
All I want is just you to stay happy ,
no matter what happens to me .
I don't need you to suffer the pain with me ,
one person getting hurt ,
is better than both of us getting hurt .
I tried to hide my feelings inside ,
but I can't .
I knew that you will know everything sooner or later ,
so is it better to spit it all out ?
Or is it better to keep it all inside ?
I'm lost , I really don't know what to do !
Can anyone tell me what to do ?
I tried to cry my heart out ,
but I can't .
I'm feeling very terrible ,
indeed . VERY TERRIBLE ! ):
Thanks people like Jermine darling who cheered me up ,
and gave me comments on what I should do .
But I don't want all of you to worry for me ,
I'll be alright someday .
I really appreciated all of your comments ,
thanks for being by my side whenever I need you all .
I tried to avoid you ,
I'm afraid that I'll break down & cry in front of you .
I told myself not to shed tears for you anymore ,
but I just failed to do it !
I just can't stop myself from crying ,
tears just kept rolling down .
I cried myself to sleep every night ,
just because of all these things .
I kept it from you ,
because I don't want you to suffer the pain with me .
I know that you wouldn't listen to me ,
so I might as well keep everything to myself !
You just seemed not to care at all ,
or perhaps you didn't even try to understand how am I feeling ?
Do you ever spare a thought for me ?!
You're always like that ,
I'll push all the blame to me to avoid ending everything early .
I want to have beautiful memories with you ,
but can I ?
I just wanna lead a simple & pure relationship with you ,
not with so much worries & pain !
Everything just seemed to be so wrong ,
something's definitely NOT RIGHT .
I wanna solve all these problems asap ,
and YES , all by myself !
I don't need you to solve my problems with me ,
I will overcome everything all by myself .
I understand how you feel ,
but you will never suffer as much as me .
I almost slit my wrist all because of you ,
if only Jermine didn't asked me to watch out for the penknife ,
I would had take it and just slit my wrist just like that .
I hope that everything will go smoothly for the next few days ,
I don't want all these things to happen within us anymore .
Your words just can't solve everything ,
prove it to me if you can .
I want our love to last long ,
sorry if I've hurt you so many times .
Sometimes I just can't control my words and emotions ,
give me time to change could you ?
I need time to learn to love ,
to learn to cherish and to care for you .
I want beautiful memories to remained as our love goes on ,
let bygones be bygones .
I'll try to forget everything that had hurt both of us ,
just having trust in me is enough ,
I don't ask for more .
I only want you to love me as much as I do ,
and try to understand me more .
I don't wanna get hurt because of you ,
so sick of everything .

I'll reply tags the next time ,
I've no mood .
Bye everyone !

BAOBEI LAGONG ! JERAMY JERAMY ! XIANG SI NI LERHS ; WO AI NI CANS !

BOOOOOO EVERYONE ! :D
I'm here to blog again ,
well and once again .
I think I have nothing much to blog (:
But I'll write my feelings out at most of the parts ,
you can choose not to read it :]

Thursday ,
lessons time are as usual (:
Nothing much happened .
Then after school ,
went to find Si Min and Yu Shan ,
to ask if they're going to CO or not.
Then Si Min was like kept on thinking whether to go or not ,
and Jiaxin's also worrying -.-
Yu Shan & I was like saying don't care la , nothing will happen .
Then after that we decided not to go anymore ,
so decided to pon CO again :D
Then we went off to tell Francis that we had some sort of project ,
then it's a Geography one and so on =X
Then after that we saw that stupid Edwin ,
then Jiaxin and I went off separate ways with Si Min & Yu Shan.
After that we went back to look for them again ,
then they told us that Edwin did alot of super things to Francis & them .
Then we were like , stupid Edwin , just don't care him .
Then Si Min & Yu Shan went off after that ,
then Jiaxin wanna look for KL , and I wanted to look for laogong .
Saw laogong after that , and KL .
Then we went to canteen , for don't know whatever shit reasons .
Then KL asked Jiaxin to wait for him for awhile ,
waited and waited for about 1 hour , I'm getting real fed up already.
Then was like so unlucky that CO teacher catched us loitering around ,
then she nagged & scolded us and bla bla bla ~
She called my mother and told her alot of bullshits ,
then my mum was like scolding me for not going to CO ,
and asked me to go back home immediately .
I was like totally don't care about it , Jiaxin was in the same situation as me .
But because she was afraid that her mum will know what she did ,
she went to CO at around 4pm .
Then I waited for her with laogong , till 5pm then we went back home .
Laogong kept on staring at me for the whole hour eh =X
Then after I reached home ,
got scoldings from my stupid parents .
Then my father confiscated my SIM card and broadband ,
so I was like what the fuck , was totally moodless that day.
And I didn't ate the whole day , gastric was like damn pain can =.-

Yesterday ,
lessons were as usual (:
Then laogong was like kept on staring at me during morning assembly AGAIN .
I was like so paiseh la !
Then I took a few glance at him and looked in front after that =X
Then after school ,
wanted to go out at first .
But thanks to Jiaxin ,
we cancelled the outing after that -.-
Then we went to canteen with laogong (:
To meet her KL , then they talked & talked .
Then KL asked her to wait for him at school ,
as he need to go back home first , then she agreed .
Then we wanted to pon CO combine lessons at first ,
but she said she wanted to go back after that ,
I was like giving her that kind of buay song look la .
Then we went off to have lunch at Teck Whye mac after that ,
then laogong followed (:
And that fucking Chu Yi followed too ,
he's like damn extra can ! Lol .
Then after lunch we went back to school ,
I went back for the sake of not wanting to go home !
Then actually we slacked outside hall at first with Simin & Yushan .
Then that fucking senior came to scold us ,
so we need to go back into the hall .
Then the hall was like so noisy ,
with those Chinese Dance , Indian dance & Badminton .
Then saw laogong after that xD
I kept on staring at him la , he's so shuai can ! =X
Then dismissed at 4+ ,
things that happened after that are real damn sucking .
Don't mention about it anymore .

I miss miss miss laogong loads !
He's treating me better & better now ,
so happy la ! xD
I hate weekends =X

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You may choose not to read this part (:
This is my blog, I blog what I feel and I want.

You slutty bitch ,
I want you to die ! And die earlier than me asap.
I hate you, YES I really do.
Go and reflect on what you had done to harm me ,
to get me into trouble and so on.
Stop picking on my mistakes !
Don't tell me that nobody make mistakes ,
everyone does make mistakes alright.
Nobody's perfect ,
if you dare to say that you're perfect.
I'll give you a perfect big NO and paste it on your face !
So what if he's your stead ? So what ?
Is there a need to show off to everyone ?
No one would even bother to give a damn about it alright.
And stop being so thick skin,
to follow people you're not close & familiar with .
Stop acting as if you're very close to them ,
stop acting hardworking if you're not.
People may dislike you , and they may not tell you so,
so go ahead & reflect on yourself !
You seriously need a mental check up totally,
to check on your brain and what you're thinking.
I seriously want you to DIE ! Go ahead & choke to death !
Fuck you , bloody ass.

melvyn melvyn cheer cheer up please ! ):

BOOOOOOOOOO ! :DDDD
Sorry for not updating for so long !
Was kinda busy nowadays ,
so didn't have the time to update (:
And now I'm back to update again ! Heh .

Well well well ,
nothing much happened yesterday.
Just had some misunderstandings yeah ,
but now everything's over :]
Monday's normal school day ,
boring and boring ! ):
Forgotten what had happened on that day.
I only remembered that I made my " egg baby " for Literature that night ,
and it appeared to be quite well done :D
Took pictures of it ,
will post it up later !
NAOMI NAOMI NAOMI ! =X
Oops sorry , I'm going crazy over it.
Slept around 2+ ,
as I had not finished reading my " flour babies " .
Now I'm still at page 90+ ,
the whole book had a total of 180+ pages ! T.T

Tuesday ,
so called yesterday :]
Was damn afraid during Literature lessons ,
as Miss Lee said that she'll be quizzing us on the " flour babies " .
Well , I had not finish reading my book ,
so I was really very very afraid yesterday =X
Luckily , Miss Lee's kind enough ,
she only asked us about things of the egg baby (:
can't recalled what happen la ,
wanted to meet laogong at first .
But end up cancelled ,
so went to buy sweet talk again xD

Today today today ,
hmm nothing much happened in school .
Had Literature lesson again ,
thought that Miss Lee would ask us questions again.
But she just go through the worksheet that she gave us ,
and she's really kind enough to give me permission to go to the washroom =X
F&N was boring for the first period of it ,
listened to the teacher talking craps -.-
Then during the second period ,
went to Computer Lab ,
done some sort of advertisement stuffs .
Jiaxin kept on complaning that mine's so nice -.-
Hmm hmm hmm ,
met laogong after school .
Cos we decided to go out together again (:
Went to buy sweet talk again at first ,
then laogong don't let me finish it la !
So bad of him =X
Then headed off to West Mall ,
reached home at around 6+ .
I love love love laogong :D
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LAOGONG ! HAHAHAHA (:

Well well ,
nothing much already :]
I miss laogong ! xDDD


Egg baby { Naomi } front view (:


Sideview (:


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SORRY OF LATE REPLY OF TESTIMONIALS IN FRIENDSTER ! =XXX

You will never understand , hais ! ):

HEY EVERYONE ! :DD
It had been so long since I've last updated yeah ?
So I'm back to update again (:

I'm going to say the first & very last time ,
stop faking as me in my tagboard and tag nonsense !
I don't need people to help me to reply tags ,
" thank you ! "
I don't need you to tell everyone how much I love Jeramy.
I'm not so desperate like you ,
to tell everyone who tagged in my tagboard that I love him .
So shut your craps up & use your own name to tag in my tagboard ,
and one last thing ,
STOP ACTING !

Okay I've got it very clear already .
Just can't understand ,
why such people do exist in this world -.-
Helping us to reply other tags ?
And using our name to fake as us ?
Is it very fun to do so ? Lamers !

Alright ,
didn't went to school on Tuesday (:
So I went back to school on Wednesday .
Glad to see laogong again ,
cause I miss him loads ! Haha .
Totally forgot what had happened on Wednesday ,
so I'll blog about Thursday then =X

Thursday ,
"pon" Chinese Orchestra xD
Don't feel like going at all !
So decided to pon (:
Went to computer lab at first ,
stayed till 3+ .
Then went up to hall to see laogong for just awhile .
Then saw Jianxiang , Jianhui & Weixiang (:
The 3 crappers ! Haha .
So talked to them , as what Jiaxin had requested -.-
Then Jianxiang treated me drink ,
was forced to drink it .
I mean , I was sick and couldn't take cold drinks , that's why.
Cos Jianhui bought drinks for Jiaxin ,
then Jianxiang was like saying he can't be unfair ,
that's why he bough for me too (: Thanks !
Then keep seeing Peng Heng walking here & there ,
biting & chewing on his uniform -.- was like oh my god !
So eew can , so i kept shouting ,
and told him that I'll tell everyone that he bites his uniform ,
and wear it to school on Friday again =X
Then he was like asking me to shut up , lol .
Then saw Kok Liang they all & all these ,
went to the pathway near school gate .
Played & throw Kok Liang's bag ,
Haha =X It's not me who threw it .
It's Jianxiang & Weixiang who threw it (:
I can say that both of them are real cute !
Especially Weixiang :D Hahaha .
Joked & Crapped about stupid things ,
wanted to wait for laogong .
But after we stopped crapping & playing ,
which is around 6pm ?
Yup , all of us was like nagging here and there.
I was like damn angry can ?
So I said okay okay go back go back lor -.-
Then boarded 985 with Jianxiang, Jianhui & Jiaxin .
Weixiang headed to another bus stop ,
and I kept saying bye bye weixiang ! LOL .
Jianxiang alighted the bus stop before lot 1 ,
then Jianhui & Jiaxin boarded 302 with us (:
Had fun on that day !

Friday ,
so called yesterday :D
Laogong insisted to pei me during recess -.-
Lol was happy ,
but I'm afraid that his friend would be angry if he kept on pei-ing me can ?
Later all of them will like saying ,
Jeramy zhong se qing you ah !
But since he insisted to pei me ,
it's alright then (:
Laogong was like so so so so cute can !
When I stared at him ,
he was like giving that so called "paiseh" expressions .
Damn cute la ! xD
Then reached home at around 1+ ,
and I dozed off after that -.-
Was feeling damn tired & moodless ,
so I went to sleep .
When I woke up ,
I sms-ed lagong .
Telling him everything that I felt ,
and he was like so blurr ,
and totally don't get what I meant .
So I was like saying forget it -.-
Then he called me ,
we didn't talk much .
Cos he said that he didn't know what to say ,
and of cos I didn't know what to say too.
Hung up the phone after about 30 minutes of silent talk -.-

Yeah ,
I'm feeling damn confused about things recently .
Perhaps I'm thinking too much ?
I don't know .
The kind of feeling is like so hard to explain .
* Sighs *
I need time to stop thinking of all these ,
and I hope that he gives me time ):

Had tuition for today ,
damn tired ,
didn't do much .
The teacher was good :D
Haha , anyway .
Changed my blogskins ,
and once again , comments !


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EUGENIA: Haha next time you talk to me when I'm online .
*****: I'm not trying to act angmoh or whatever -.- I can admit that my english's not perfect. But I like to type in PROPER english , not PERFECT english. At least it's better than people who types liikee dhiisx alright ?
JASMINE: I agree :D
xiia0huii HONEY !: Okay sure sure :]
NOODLES;: Thanks for tagging .
BRENDAA: Okay sure sure ! xD Take care too !
JOELYN -: SWEETPIE ! Wahaha I miss you alot too can ! Thanks thanks , will last long de (: Take care ! MUACKS ! :D
maylinq: Nuer :] Thanks for tagging !
Carolyn: Okay relax relax (:
passerby: What's your msn ?
sarah: Haha thanks xD
Vivian: Okay sure (:
2fingeredQAMA: My Msn's dancing.queenie-@hotmail.com (: Haha yeah he sucks big time luh !
F4y3: Hi (:
NANAwawa# (:: Sure :]
Amanda: Alright no problem !
Eunice: Haha don't worry , I WILL (:
geraldineSNG: LOL I'm not well known la :] Thanks for tagging anyway ~

I need time to calm down,
I may seemed happy to you.
But feelings are hidden deeply in my heart.

JERAMY JERAMY JERAMYYYYY ! :DD

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HAHAHA I'M MAD !
I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM :DD

Okay I shall stop (:
Just here to reply tags and blog all my craps !


{ Replies Of Tags ! }

-: Oh thanks thanks (: For the code thing, you mind if you add me in MSN ?
DROSbaobei.: Haha okay okay I'll help xD
`michaelaGIRLFRIEND: No la ! I found it myself =x
EMILIA(:: My precious ke'ai ! It's alright :D Thanks thanks .
ISABEL: SWEET ! I LOVE YOU :]
SOBBINA(: Hello :D Haha nope I didn't go.
:)BRENDA: Thanks girlfriend [:
p00hberry: Thanks for tagging !
xXxrOxYxXx: Haha I just want a much simple one :] Thanks for your comments.
gRaCe meii': Mei ! Thanks for tagging always ((:
# A D E L I N D ;: Erm mind if you add me ? Haha =x
Deborah: Thanks ! take care :D
JOVELLE: I also miss my huaidan ! :]
passerby: Haha try searching for the program at yahoo / google .
deviilyn: Sure.
ivy: Yeap ! You didn't drop me testy :[ Heh joking !
EUGENIA: Thanks for tagging (:
NAMELESS: Shut up , don't anyhow fcuk people for whatever reasons -.-
SANDRA ;: BAOBEI ! I MISS YOU TOO :D
fionaHAN(:: Alright sure I will (:
YUINPING ; *: Heh i miss you too xD
ALISON: Thanks for tagging ! I miss you too pretty girl :]
NOODLES;: Haha okay.
anonymous1: Eh ? Lol who are you =x
passer: Haha I'm chubby ? LOL! Thanks for tagging anyway (:
qiingzhhou: Yeap I remember you :]
REGINA: PRECIOUS ! :D
SHUXIANG ': BOO BOO BOO !
anonymous: You don't need to care whether I'm lian or not alright T.T
Cai Ling: Yes I remember you (: Haha sure sure thanks !

Alright bye bye everyone ! :D

LAOGONG ! HEN XIANG NI ! MUACKS -

HELLO EVERYONE (:
okay okay just a short post today.
I'm here blogging just for the sake of replying tags,
ahem see how good am i :]
And and and ,
I'm blogging just for fun. HAHAHA :D

I LOVE YESTERDAYYYYY ! =D
300606 , a super memorable day for laogong & i !
I don't wanna blog what happened ,
I just wanna say that I'm really really VERY VERY HAPPY ! =X
And I'm gonna kill that extra lightbulb Chu Yi someday ,
anyone who hates him please follow ! (((((:

CHEW CHU YI FROM TECK WHYE SECONDARY 1B SUCKS !
someone kill him for me T.T PLEASE !

Okay okay I'm crazy .
Anyway ,
saw Jolene sugar pie AGAIN yesterday :]
And also Joanna sweetie , and Hui Keng chiobu (:
My maths holiday homework are yet not completed !
Haha I'm pro :] The teacher don't even know it.
And and and ,
remember that I mentioned that I forgot to bring my textbook home ?!
I'm so so so lucky ! Mrs Wendy Ng didn't come to school ~
Wahaha ! Well I'm gonna finish it by this weekends or rather Monday (:

Hate hate weekends & youth day holiday =.-
I miss laogong loads loads !
Misses his cute actions super loads !
He's simply so cuteeeeeee ~
Aww I'm crazy I shall stop !
LAOGONG ROCKS ! =XXX

Anyway new layout ! COMMENTS :]


{ Replies of tags ! }

Sobbina: HELLO ! * waves back *
vivianNUER: Alright sure sure :]
ISABEL: Thanks thanks ! I LOVE YOU TOO ! (:
passerby: Yup it's a trail , but I don't know why. I had already used for months ? Yeah and it's still working =x
`michaelaGIRLFRIEND: The background not I make one , LOL .
# YANLING: Oh is it ? Didn't call me ! x(
JOELYN: Haha thanks for tagging darling ! Wo ai ni <3
p00hberry: LOL ! No i'm not cool =.=
' RUIIFENN: I see (: Okay !
FREAK OUT OUT U: Okay okay shut up -.- You are spouting nonsense .
gRaCe meii': Thanks for tagging.
xXxrOxYxXx: Haha your welcome :] And nah you're not disturbing.
anonymous: Whatever it is.
----: What you mean ?
NAMELESS: Okay sure , erm could you add me in MSN ? Sorry to trouble you !
Jermin: LOL okay. Thanks for tagging anyway (:
april: Yup yup I love peanut butter ! xD
rebbie: Sure (:
xiaoHAPPI[Oscar]: LOL never mind.
Sabrina.: Haha sweetheart's as cute as usual la !
michelle-meihua fren: Haha okay thanks for tagging [: